date:
Wednesday, June 30, 2004
yup~ school has only reopened for 3 days n i'm dying... y? because i get onli lyk 4 hours of sleep a day? ya... heez.... monday night went for liy's concert... den had to rush... i was to meet qiu at 6.30 at jurong, but when i mshed her at 6.25, she had onli jus woken up... so i got my dad to stop at her place, and went up to help her get ready.... so hectic!!! den poor eehua had to wait at city hall for soooo long!!!! haiz... liy was performing for the first 2 items... and guess what... we arrived onli to see her perform the second item from the tv outside the entrance cuz we were onli allowed in when an item was finished... wonderful eh? the concert was not bad... there was this matthew harkness guy from rjc last yr, hu was really really good!!!! yup.. i liked the finale too... liy performed in it too, so at least or purpose wasn't defeated... heez....den after the concert eehua, qiu and i were so hungry... i onli ate a bowl of maggi mee at 4 the whole day!!! we all didn't have dinner, so we went for 'supper'... ya... ruffles potato chips and juice from 7-eleven... great huh? haiz... yup...reached home around 11.30, showered den knock out already... whole body ached cuz we were doing a marathon, rushing here and there, in heels!!!! ya... on tues we played powerball for pe... something like captain's ball but gotta knock down cones instead... haiz... not easy... our team won 1 match, lost 1... den the ball of my right foot the whole piece of skin came off... haiz... was sooooo energy-less already still had to play... yup... was so beat...peer tutoring, i managed to finished a dna e maths on time, but waited for qy for a long time, nd others... when i went wif kj, sherlyn, and w to hand in the class's work, it was nearly 6... den miss tan and mr raja saw us and praised our class... say we very hardworking and disciplined!!!! raja even said 'this class is good.'!!! ha.. i slept at 2 plus last night, after doing hw and making shanti's card and present...but there was a blackout ytd... aroung 10 to 11.58pm... affected bukit panjang, choa chu kang, seng kang, geylang, woodlands, yishun, bishan, toa payoh, ang mokio, etc... cuz of some indon gas disruptions... haiz..... luckily i wasn'y affected.. otherwise cannot watch smallview and pi li huo... hahaz... today, it was announced for sports day, couger won... haiz... my house onli got 1 division... predicted... ya... today peer tutoring quite relax... work was easy... after it finished, qiu, liy and i went to wm coffee bean for the dulce de leche... and did a maths hw... heez.... now working on x-stitch... finishing,... finally... got sense of accomplishment... yup... anyway today is the birthday of my bro, shanti, and rodney~! heez... & my brother is making soooooooo much noise!!!!!!! heez... typical... =0) [*.P]
kaela @
8:49:00 PM
date:
Sunday, June 27, 2004
got mixed emotions now... want to return to school yet dun want to... very mao dun... haiz......hao bu rong yi finished all the hw... almost anyway... haven touched bio... been quite busy....later gotta rush to tuition den fo for some steamboat-cum-bbq wif my family... haiz.......
kaela @
2:32:00 PM
date:
Friday, June 25, 2004
dUm dee Dum... yup so ytd i was at coffee bean with eunice, doing hw, and having a nice long talk... yup.... dis hasn't exactly been a smooth sailing year, and i haven't exactly won the award of 'miss organised;, cuz my life's still one big mess, one which i can't seem to sort out... all of a sudden, life seems way complicated than what i've always thought it to be... eunice told me that the onli weaknesses i haf is that i trust pple too easily, and that i keep my problems to myself... i guess she's right.. ya... mayb that's y i find myself being used by my close frens half the time... saddening fact... although i admit i haf a big big group of friends, i can't help feeling alone at times... haiz... so anyway i wanted to wake early to watch the england vs portugal match but......couldn't wake... haiz.... typical i guess of me... heez...as for today, i jus rotted at home, went swimming, indulged in junk food, and went for chem tuition, although i was 3/4 asleep..... [*.-] heezz......
kaela @
10:32:00 PM
date:
Wednesday, June 23, 2004
wow... today went ice -skating third time in this week!!! can't believe it yahz... but i soooooo do love it!!! can forget everything... it's as good as flying... except it was pretty crowded at the start... yupz..... went wif Qiu, wei yang, samuel, mei yan(his gurlfren), and 4 more frens whom i dunno what their names r... acctually feel a lil bad cuz qiu and i werein our own world thing and pretty hostile to sam's frens... we elped sam and wy and my to skate a lil... but the rest... didn't noe them.. and sam did 't do any intro-ing, so qiu and i jus skated together..got 1 of his frens asked us our names...though he kept getting them wrong....and the rest kept correcting him... feel so bad... qiu and i didn't even bother asking them theirs... i really like skating wif qiu best... cuz we got mo qi and an quan gan.... heez... now dare to go a lil faster... i didn't fall down today either!!! miraculously....heez.. after that, qiu and i went to kfc for dinner... the rest went to play pool.... and wy went home to do his tuition hw....hahaz..den qiu and i jus walked around, and talked...till quite late...we left the rink at 6, and i reached home 9 plus... can imagine? heeez... ya... i took 333 wif her... ended up i miss my stop... horrible...den had to walk 1 bus stop back... haiz.......but i still want to go to siloso beach....alot. but school's reopening... actually wanted to go today but the weather wasn't favourable...heez......mayb next time!!!
kaela @
9:41:00 PM
date:
Tuesday, June 22, 2004
heez... basically i just rotted at home, trying to sort things out... ya.. went for a swim with marilyn, cassandra (ak's ex), Sinwei, alvin (cass's bro, sw's classmate), and ah seng, (cass's cousin)... ya... but i didn't noe them at all... so jus kept my distance... i didn;t really like them either... mayb it's because dey were all so old... lyk alvin is 19, cass and sw r 17... and they were in their own world lahz... so went for lunce at keat hong then went to Sinwei's house.... it is so typical of him....... the moment i stepped in i noe the floor hasn't been mopped in at least a week...there were empty milk cartons around... really messy... and very green tooo...slightly less dull den the colour of the boy's toilet... heez... didn't stay for long cuz there was nth i could do... the rest wre engrossed in reading comics and i'm not exactly a comic fan... not that i dun lyk comics, but i keep my dist cuz i dun want to get hooked on them.. den came home and slept the day away... onli did 1 seq today... no mood... but did lots of cross stitch... actually i dun really haf the mood to do anything... i dun even want to go out tml... mayb jus chil at coffee bean wif hw... i dun mind sentosa...but it's getting old, planning activities and tuff and everyone is so indecisive..... lyk the other time... dey all say go so i begged my dad for so long... and after i stepped outta the house dey all backed out... G-R-E-A-T huh?! i jus hope thing wuld take a turn tml... as in get better, not worse.....i'm so tired of all this..... mayb it isn't so bad to return to school after all, cuz everything is 'preset'... haiz.....zoning out...
kaela @
11:57:00 PM
date:
yUp... i guEss it's a g00d thinG 2 reflEct on the pAst, & rEmember the prEsent, and rEceive the fuRure... - as quotEed by me lAhz... (c0pyright proteCted)
10 years ago,I..
1. played the piano
2. felt my life was carefree
3. had a best friend called Sarah
4. studied at Glory Kindergarten
5. always did performances lyk aladdin,jonah and the whale,etc...
6. went for my 1 and only star cruise trip
7. lived in some HDB in hillview that will be torn down next yr
5 years ago, I..
1. was streamed to em1, 5C
2. had three really good friends, Joan, Wanting, and Shuang Ai
3. learnt chinese calligraphy at hokkien huay kuan
4. picked up karate
5. came to know a really good friend called Weixuan
6. was brought by the school to Beijing for sightseeing and some sort of student exchange program
7. lived in Hillview Park, opp my old home
3 years ago, I..
1. was sent to dunearn sec, 1e1
2. hardly knew what was going on in school
3. stuck with eunice and lihsien most of the time
4. had great results
5. can't recall anything major that happened
6. was shocked to see derek in school too
7. had already moved to Palm Gardens
2 years ago, I..
1. became part of the drama family for drana nite
2. knew qiuying, hu became one of my best frens
3. knew darren , hu became lyk a big brother to me
4. joined the syf team for guzheng
5. did something i regret greatly till dis day
6. quit calligraphy
7. went for the band concert'dunearnites'
A year ago, I..
1. was sent to 3e1... can feel the tension..
2. quit karate
3. got gold for guzheng syf
4. went for sec 3 camp and leadership camp
5. got kinda stressed and depressed
6. kept failing a maths till mid yr
7. kept getting into trouble at school
8. worked at guardian selling sea salts at late oct
9. sold christmas cards too
10. didn't do as well...results dropped tremendously, couldn't qualify for edusave scholarship lyk the preious yrs
This year, I..
1. am getting very tired and drained
2. noe my results are still very bad
3. became house leader for jaguar
4. have 3 roles as secretary
5. am a llil sad cuz my parents sold hillview park
6. am not jumping 4 joy that my parents bought twin regency
7. still living in palm gardens
8. want to make everyone's birthday special cuz it's the last yr
9. realized my heart got torn alot
10. picked up cross stitch
Today, I..
1. probably jus rot at home
2. work on my cross stitch
3. do hol hw
4. go swimming
5. try to avoid everyone
6.try to sort things out
Tomorrow, I..
1. probably wuld go sentosa
2. or ice-skating
3. wuld rush more hw
4. probably starve myself some more
5. wuld do more cross stitch
6. try to lead a simpler-er life...
kaela @
9:46:00 AM
date:
Monday, June 21, 2004
ya... today, was at coffee bean wif qiuying... we did homework natuarally... humanities........ haiz... but it wasn't as tense as in the lib, cuz there's music and we can talk... pretty relaxing... even did cross stitch... although at the start we weren't exactly in the mood, the day got on better... and we actually were enjoying... didn't realise time flew so fast... reached home 9 plus...quite tired... with everything actually... it was nice to be away sometimes, jus spending time alone wif my best fren, talking things out, but somehow, at the end of the day, still felt quite moody... mayb it's because i haven't had any proper meals since saturday...... ya...mayb.... but mayb not......
kaela @
11:52:00 PM
date:
Sunday, June 20, 2004
haiz... since thurs, after i went out wif shuang ai and wanting, i've been rotting at woodlands library doing homework!!! unbelievable huh?! haiz...never ending pile... fri was at the lib for the whole day too...den went for tuition... ytd was the onli day i didn't touch any!!! but still had tuition... dunno wad kind of life i'm leading... fell like throwing all the books away... if onli i could....today after svc, also went to jurong library to do hw...den went for tuition.... no life.... heez.... horrible.... [-_-"] anyway, i'm really sorry zirui... it wasn't on purpose...... ~pEace oUt~
kaela @
9:29:00 PM
date:
Wednesday, June 16, 2004
s0 lyk ytd, i met c0nstance & the rest, the rest meaning qiuying, lihsien, yuling, and three of her other frens... yup...we went ice-skating!!! heez... but we could onli skate for 3 hours...but it was really really fun...i really love ice-skating......... can lose urself in it.... especially on a hot day!!! today i just rotted at home wif the tv, rainer's gameboy, a book, and being domestic...heez.....gonna rush up on hw tonight...
kaela @
8:58:00 PM
date:
Monday, June 14, 2004
wEnt out todAy at 12.30... bEcaUse of thE threAt thAt the latEc0merS wUld hAf 2 trEat c0ffe bEan drInks, all of uS arriVed rigHt on tiMe!!! a rEal miracLe!!! hEez...s0 fiRst we weNt to CinelEisuRe, & aS expeCted, we t00k ne0priNts... deN we went 2 the arcade...but as usuAl, i'm n0t g00d at thEse kiNda gAmes...wE pLayEd dIs s0ccer b0ard... Qiu & i agAinst EuniCe & j0... sc0Re wAs 16-2... oF c0urse qIu and I weRe the 2... heeZ...expEcted... den plAyed tiMe crIsis 2... fiRst stAge qIu & i 'liAn sh0u' stiLL gEt b00ted 0ut...hAiz...h0peless caSes lAhZ... afTer thAt wE wEnt alL the wAy 2 hÄagEn dAas nEar fAr eaSt!!! yuP...s0 after iCe-cReaming, we hEaded d0wn to taNjong pAgAr 2 d0 s0me 'cuRes'... Qiu & i did mAnicurEs, and EunIce & j0 did pEdicuRes... cAn't beLieve j0 wuLd actuAlly did 1!!!! hEez... eUnice did a g0ld-drEen one, j0's wAs puRple-rEd... Qiu & i b0th did siLvEry bLue.. lIght c0louRs...Yup...Den hAd dinnEr at the c0ffeesh0p b4 retUrniNg... ytd i wAs wiF euNice at chUrch...f0und out thAt huIzheN wAs pregNant alreAdy!!! w0w...! thiNgs chAnge s0 fAst... afTer seRvicE Went 2 meet qiu & yAwen at imm... deY weNt to see the zhAng shAn wei and the chamele0n gUy... pAng weI b0 i thiNk... wAs s0o0o n0isy!!! duN unDerstAnd y ppLe wuLd g0 crAzy and l0se theIr v0ice jUs to see thEm... aiY0.. maKes no seNse 2 me...s0 aftEr qIu and i jUs wAlked ar0und jec...diDn't d0 muCh... ShuAng ai cAme 2 visit me lAst niGht too... stIll the sAme aS alwAys...heez... i thiNk t0m0rrow i'll be g0ing iCe-skAting wiF the reSt...to celEbrAte c0nstAnce's biRthdAy...yUp...tiLL neXt tiMe~!
kaela @
8:22:00 PM
date:
Thursday, June 10, 2004
hAiz... whAt a l0ng weEk!!! went for the pracs today... phy was alright... quite boring though... but chem was fun, though the hydrogen peroxide was a lil unstable... so couldn't really get the results, but den mdm leow accepted a wider range of answers!!! heez... blessing in disguise...yup yup...recently been dealing wif alot of hydrogen peroxide... mr tan said it will make our skin turn white!!! sounds lyk real fun... might want to try it next time.. heez..den when to lot 1 wif qiu and liy... had a feast, den took neoprints for miss tan...afer liy rushed off, qiu and i lingered for awhile... den when i came home, saw christopher lee and michelle chia, and chen su chen acting downstairs!!! so cool huh? heez... recently lyk got alot of celebs here... patricia mok, fiona xie, etc etc... my condo famous now... (p_-)[^-^]
kaela @
6:01:00 PM
date:
Wednesday, June 09, 2004
YuP... after so long, finally the dd camp is over!!! so horrible... had to study till so late everyday... yup... for the games overall winner is e4... our class didn't get anything at all!!! so pathetic right? haiz... but we had fun... great great fun... yupz.. today we were supposed to go to the subordinate court but dunno got what event den it was cancelled... had to go to see the newater plant instead!!! can't believe it... haiz... and the teachers r trying to drive us crazy wif all the hw... & giving us 3 science pracs tomorrow!!! even though the dd camp is supposed to b over... den haf eng prelim oral on fri... haiz... suddenly june hols lyk very short... onli left 2 weeks...hope to make full use of it... really... [-_-"]
kaela @
8:12:00 PM
date:
Monday, June 07, 2004
haiz... today was horrible.. first, had 2 take a morning jog to borrow a maths tb... ended up darren had to gif me the one he borrowed... feel so guilty cuz he had to stand at the back of the class for not having a book...haiz... but chem prac was pretty fun lahz... except for the organic thing which gave me a headache... the smell was so strong! some pple got ethanol outside den test tube caught fire while heating!!! i think yawen nearly burned baozhi's book too... heez... the worst is the captain's ball.. we lost to e4 2-11!!! dey already knew our strategy cuz they've been watching us play... ya.. but that wasn't so bad... the worstest 1 was losing to e5... we could have won but dey didn't play fair... cuz everytime su hui got the ball, aveling would snake up from below and whack the ball out of her arms den the referee neva see so the point no count.. happened 5-6 times i think... pretty irritating... den the spectators were very noisy... kept distracting us... haiz... score was 9-11.. so wasted... tomorrow's match is 4e1A against 4e1B!!! hahaz... real friendly match i guess... heez... less stress...now gotta rush ss hw...pen off..
kaela @
10:15:00 PM
date:
Friday, June 04, 2004
what a tiring day.......had a long long day at school... study, study, study... haiz... den had games.... our team crushed the e3!!! the score was 18-4!!! hahaz...very satisfying.. compared to ytd... we won e2 by onli 1, and lost to 5n1 by 1!!! bt now our class reputation lyk very very bad... the guys actually left without playing a match and the other team gotta walkover!!! den mr rani still go on about how the floorball team was mia... made our class seem very bad... ya... and the floorball team lyk aso not very coordinated... today's match, 7 on our side, onli 4 from e5, and they still beat ours 5-3!!! cuz everyone was running after the ball and nobody was marking... haiz... but today after school had tuition from 6 - 10...and i was all sweaty wif lyk a million blisters on my feet!!!haz.. plus physics was a combined class! so had 27 pupils, insted of the usual 8 or 9... sounded lyk the wet market jus moved in... but ytd after school i went to watch a movie wif qiuying, minjun and nat. we had a great feast inside!!! wif drinks, potato chips, nuggets, and gummies!!! haha... making the pple around us jealous!! but i reached home nearly 10... but the movie was fantastic though they did cut alot... on wed, i jus went out wif qiuying and chuen full and su to juring... initially intended to go to sentosa den almonst everyone back out... i even had to wait at juring mrt for lyk 1 hour plus!!! so infuriating... but later it was alright... we went to imm for awhile den qiu and i headed of to jec...yup... guess that's about it!!! dis entry is long enough already i guess... heez...
kaela @
10:28:00 PM
date:
Tuesday, June 01, 2004
spent today doing almost nothing... really felt lyk i wasted it.. haiz... actually tomorrow wanted to go... jus read the whole of harry potter and the prisoner of azkaban.. den watched alot of tv... didn't want to stay at home, but didn't know where to go either... haiz...hope i can go to sentosa tomorrow... to the beaches... =0)
kaela @
8:35:00 PM